miracle

2009-09-17T21:16:00.002+08:00

I LOVE TODAY 95% I HATE TO DAY 5%

I start with y i hate today 5% well first thing i was having flu :(
secondly had to go for medical checkup and got 2 FREAKING INJECTION!
Now i'm having fever and i still have to sudy for my test :(
Plus the pain on both my arms keep comming and going :(

Now for why i love 95% of the day well she is talking to me again :)
and we will be meeting up tmr hopefully my fever would go away :)
and i did something which is a little embarrasing for me ;)
but anyway i don't care hehe though we never talk in person
we still chat in fb one or two words :)
i was holding my breath all this while,and now i manage to let it out atlast.
as i said in twitter my smile is creeping me out hahahaha.
yes i was studying and smiling at the same time (creepy rite)
i would not wanna go in details and all :)

2009-09-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

WOW MY BLOG WAS DEAD NOW IT"S ALIVE!!!!!!!!

I wanted to post this long time back but i had no time!

Whatever happened between the both of us lets treat it as a nightmare PLS.
You are a friend that i would never want to lose. With what happened and everything,
without you talking to me i feel like the world ended and i felt depressed.
I did not know what i did wrong, that on that day i drink when i told myself not too.
But You are my close friend i know what u have been through.
For a momement i was thinking that u will never treat me the same even as a friend
but you will always be my best friend. That would never change
I cried myself to sleep thinking about what was going on between the both of us.
friends around me may be big but once you are not with me i feel empty
All i one is for you to be happy and not get hurt over and over again.
I did not had fun on Saturday because we could not talk properly
while you were feeding me and rubini i felt happy for that moment.
but when i came to return the scarf and you walked away that hurt alot.
Than i knew you were not happy. And i was scared that what was going to happen next
just remember one thing i will always be there for you

2009-08-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

Do you think other people care about your problems?
No

i just noticed that i give others a listerning ear but
they don't seem to care if i'm ok. forget it
write it here also no point so many things running in my mind
but who to tell it to. well apparently no one.Tell them also they don't
seem to care so rather just keep it to myself and cry to myself ever night
even if i want to say something also i have to think twice
i have to keep thinking if they would listern anot
if i think too long i will just give up and keep it to myself
I may seem to be all fine and happy on the outside but till now
no one including someone knows another thing thats happening to me
why they don't know it's because of my surrounding

and a guy just annoyed me on the phone

2009-08-23T23:03:00.002+08:00

ok i think i might want to forget abt P.W.S no point thinking and crushing on him anymore i don't even talk or smile so wads the point anyway i feel invisible infront of him so i guess i will try my best to forget abt him but it's gonna be difficult cause it's been a few months since i like him, and i think i'm better off without any guys in my life it's so difficult to trust guys now a days (no offence) i rather not think abt anyone than get my heart broken

2009-08-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

Friday
the class wore the class-t :) haha ok than aft sch slack for awhile,
than went to bedok ite with jun jie, johnson, marcov and pei huan
had the boring meeting but there was a incident that happen last week
but my class people had to leave early we were like talking abt the incident
for quite long. than aft went home

Saturday
went for dance practice at ceylon sports club than was happy that 2 dance is finished
than dance till 4.30pm than followed buvana and harini to their place
iron our clother got ready 5.15pm, told jivinia to take a cab to their place as the bus
will come at 6pm than bring vithya, mani, and sara to their house they were changing
and i was doing my hair in a hurry. than meet aravind went to the bus than drove
to hougang than the prayers started at around 7 under the void deck and was
likw super nervous cause so many people sing and all aft was the urumi melam group
was eating than talk to aravind abt someone. 9pm dad came to fetch me i got freaking
more than 10 miss calls from her sia so irritating.

Today
dance at 2 pm for me for the third song while the others were coming at 3
so left my place and suppose to meet aravind at 1.30 at boon keng mrt,
again she kept on calling and she wanted to meet me
but i ignore her calls he was also telling me not to answer so aravind was late and
i was freaking out if i would bumb into her than 1.55 he came went to KFC bought
cheese fries without mionese cause i vegitarian than aravind bought bubble tea
walked to ceylon sports club talked and all reach there vithya and the aunty was there
now i'm relive that the third song is all done :D but still alittle confuse other than
that it's all ok ;) while dancing it was like so comedy lah so much of over acting
and aravind felt like vomiting and they were saying that he is pregnant and all
than finish went to eat me and aravind did not want her to follow us
but wad to do she keep asking me to go home with her but in the end she left first
guna uncle drop the 4 of us at tekka i regret not going home cause the place was
so super full of those workers lucky aravind accompany me if not i would be
freaking out all the way than train back home
(i'm too lazy to write out certain things)

2009-08-17T21:40:00.002+08:00

i'm so angry that if i see that guy i will murder him for making my sister go through this horrible pain

YES! i'm very very angry now. i'm so angry that if i see that guy i will find a nearest sharp object and just stab him like nobody business this is how angry i am. A*S u want to play with my family u confirm will regret what u did. Her brother will confirm give u a wonderful present if he see u.
You spoiled her peace and happiness u happy. F**K u happy i give u big present u will confirm like it TRUST ME!
If i show my attitude or if i'm moody tmr i'm sry guys i really cannot take it i'm so close to breaking any object i see. She was so looking forward to that day and it's on her birthday but she is really lucky nothing happen

2009-08-17T19:55:00.003+08:00

R.I.P to the person in YV091A

was using facebook when i saw someone put R.I.P to him
when i ask shiqa she told me her classmate passed away today :(
kind of shocking cause i saw him few days ago and he passed away
i know his name but don't feel like writing it here

Today was boring morning LPD than SW than break
went to student hub cause today got duty
(learn this if it is not ur duty day never ever go behind the reception table)
because the other SC's will be very very pissed with you
most of them were very pissed with someone there, his duty not today but
he was behind the reception table but i think he also got to think that
his duty day is another day why want to be extra there same goes to the other person
just cause u bored u don't have to be extra there rite already got so many people
u want come and be extra act cool only but cannot make it.

than 1.30 went back to class for electrical i forgot to bring my stupid tumbdrive
so could not present it today :( than 2 plus got break come back 3pm ng tat hwee
started with the ppt and second slide i slept already cause he was too dragy
when i woke up i felt like i'm not myself. i cross the road without looking for the cars
and i ended up standing in the middle of the road where there are like cars coming
opp direction. i have no idea wad i was thinking

2009-08-12T23:01:00.003+08:00

OMG I NEED MY STAMINA
I have to do 3 dance before 29 August gosh
so far altogerther there is like 4 gals and 5 guys i think for different songs
The first dance is done it's a little slow since there is 4 gals altogether

Than second dance it's a little fast but 3 of us are paired up with guys
and i'm still not use to it as i keep on laughing because of the expression

The THIRD DANCE IS A KILLER it's a super energetic dance.
At first i thought dhurga was going to dance for the third song
but than she said she can't do it cause she is already doing 3 dance
and if she do this it would be her forth dance so i have to do this dance.
But the costume for the third dance is nice

Damn i have to dance with 2 different guys for two songs
and i'm not use to dancing with guys and the 3 songs that i will be dancing
is like from slow, meduim to fast and i have to change my coutume fast no wasting time
plus i must control my diet no fast food, drink more water, eat properly but less,
no skipping of meals as i'm having gastric pain so i think i will at least loose some weight
hahaha lets see how it goes ;)

2009-08-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

Today is such a tired day
whole day was pratical 9am-5pm and i'm tired to the max!

i had to redo the thing cause my wood broke :(
but i manage to do it fast thanks to daniel, dennis they all haha
cause they also redo their work piece

so was in the work shop for like super long and my coveralls were wet!
Yes! wet! it was so warm! and i saw Pearly White Smile HAHAHA!
so went for lunch at 11 plus than went to student hub
and my shift for SC in the student hub is on mondays
and the others are on friday but i still got isabel to acompany:)
was disturbing fedora while she was playing her CS
went out for awhile cause it was super cold and than after awhile
saw peraly white smile coming out from the student hub hahaha

aft that 1pm went back to sheetmetal room again with pratical
so sian! and today i was like some retard! i was super high for no reason
laughing like some mad woman! than 2 plus break
went canteen with some of them slack for awhile chit chat
than saw pearly white smile again hahahahahahahaha i'm like some physco
keep saying that i saw him. than while coming back to class i was being like a retard
i just started shouting "ribena" all the way to class haha kind of stupid

i seriously have no idea why i was high today mabe it's because of the coke, 100+ and the ribena
hhahaha makes no sence rite i realy feel like a total retard today and it reminds me of STC
hw crazy we all were

2009-08-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

Today class start at 8.30am sheetmetal praticle.
did the drwing was so confuse with the measurment
had to share 4 people to a wood
did the drawing and transfer it on the wood, look like tomb stone
wrote" R.I.P 4 Aung 09" on the work piece haha
ended lesson around 11 plus almost 12 than alex let us go home haha

in the train was msging jivinia then the train started to stink when it reach woodlands
and there was this creepy guy sitting next to me

OMG melvin told adrian!!! now i see adrian i will confirm laugh
god i was laughing like some mad person when melvin told me abt it on msn!
gosh so embarrassing just hope i won't bump into adrian if not i really really
cannot control my laughter! he confim gonna disturb me!
my dad must be thinking that i'm weird cause i was laughing at the computer
hahaha.

2009-08-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

Is it a crush? or is it something more? I'm confuse!
I NEDD HELP :(

Should i? or Sholud i not?

Will it happen? or Not?

Does __? or Does __ not?

When will the day come? or Will it never come?

MAIN QUESTION IS
Does __? or Does __ not?

So many questiond in my head!

HOW? I SERIOUSLY NEED HELP!

So many question mark! DAMN I M REALLY CONFUSE!?!?!?!

she asked me a question, slip of the tounge i said yes than i got confuse.
So what does it mean?
Why must it be like this?
Is it more that what i think it is?
What the hell is going on ????
again with the question mark!

PLS people help me! i think i might go crazy Hahaha!

2009-08-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

YEAH! today bajan was power to the MAX!
it was fun sia!
left house at 5 plus took the train to woodlands than meet jivinia and the others
reach the place was super nervous since it's our first booking
and it went well acept for some part when some people got trans was a little scared
started singing around 7.45 like that all the way until 9.30 than went to tekka

mom is being super annoying now a days she is not who she is any more
she tends to act alot infront of others like asthough she is the queen
WTF u not happy that i'm going out with my friends is so not my problem
just because u don't have much friend doesn't mean i should not have friends rite
F**K lah small thing also want to get angry

is it wrong to go out with my friends gosh my class is full of boys atleast understand that
i was from a girl school and i feel awkward when there is very little girls i feel more happy
with those girls they are like my sisters and not as if i get to see my other friends (who are
girls) everyday rite plus i need time for myself to be with some girls i need Girl - Girl time
F**K what ever i do is F**King wrong but wad my brother do
is right CB u wanna treat us different say so i will ignore u i won't bother if u r there as
long as i got my dad is good enough

i will just keep going on and on abt that mother of mine so i will stop here

2009-07-31T23:57:00.002+08:00

time11.58pm
no one bought for me food for dinner my parents went for prayers i thought they would have bring back some food but they never as for mu useless bro he went out to eat but never tell me anything never even ofer to help me buy food :( i'm hungry

monday
nth much it was a waste to waer my coveralls as all we did was the resister thing but aft sch
went straight to bedok than around 8 plus me and my cousins went to down town :)
aft the meeting my cousin & the guy send me home around 11plus

Tuesday
i forgot wad happen on tuesday HAHA

wednesday
class was suppose to start at 1.30pm than ng tat hwee said there is a breffing for the vietnam
trip so waited so long for the person to come interview and all than 4pm went back to class ng that hwee only teach the rest of us for 15 mins haha

thursday
praticle This was the only day out of the whole week i saw my crush twice AHAHAHA LAME
manage to finish the work piece

friday
class was at 9am i could not concentrate much as i was having slight flu and again sitting
near the door just make me feel like sleeping because of the wind so mark the paper and
all than went for lunch with the usuals at subway haha ok now they now who my crush is
aft some brain storming and giving them many stupid clues hahaha
okok BBC News u better keep it to yourself n and not say anything to the class
and if u tell adrian PLS tell him not to say anything to my crush
teck wah will forget as his brain memory is 512 hahaha

2009-07-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

today class start at 1.30pm but i reach school around 1pm cause mom send my brother to the lim chu cang camp for his work than send me straight to school. so reach sch stella gun took my temperature 37.0 than i thought i was the only one who came school early but while walking to the canteen saw thomas than we walk to the umbrella he siad he was not feeling well than 1 smt we went to the sheetmetal room yi feng and dennis were there with some seniors

than 1.40 plus started with our work file my metal plate than 3 plus went for break thanks to BBC News(MELVIN TAY) now adrian also calss me shobaba. saw crush at canteen :) [i feel like a weirdo always saying that i saw him haha] than went back to class thomas looked weak he took his temperature and it was 38.2 or smt like that than jude goh ask him to go home bend my metal and waited to drill the hole but jude goh ask to dirll next week. Tmr class at 9am got inspection for hair and uniform

so tmr mom will go to aunt house first to prepare for the prayers so aft sch will wait for dad to go my aunts house than either tmr or saturday i will be going to malaysia but i just got to pray i won't have fever or any other sickness

2009-07-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

Time 12.43am GOOD NIGHT!!!

2009-07-21T22:07:00.001+08:00

First lesson was sheetmetal(p)started at 8am first thing i came to class i never notice who was the teacher, i saw april intake opposite class and my reaction was "ALAMAK" than Simon Ho was like "wah see mee u say alamak ah" in my mind i was like oh shit but he was joking only so it was ok.

so aft attendence he started teaching ohms law teach teach teach until 9.30am around there he let us off for break sway april intake also go for break same time :( saw cruchy in canteen than 10am went back to sheetmetal room it was ng tat hwee who take our class so all i did was filling the the metal piece. than 11.30am break :)

went straight to student hub and some people were waiting outside including my crushy :) haha ok than went in straight away sit on the sofa aft awhile i slept than woke up 12.40 plus aft that went canteen slack eat fries than 1.30pm was sheetmetal(t) it was ng tat hwee taking our class i am always so wanting to sleep in his class but i somehow end up listerning to him than 2.30pm plus he let us for break 3pm stella gun lesson it was helicopter lucky we went to class early, she just teach like 3 things than show us a 8mins video 3.30 plus GO HOME but i think it was suppose to end at 5 plus aiya stupid timetable change:( whenever i try to remember my timetable it will change so annoying

tomorrow morning is eclipse i have a feeling smt bad will happen (hope nth bad happens) mom was thinking all this while that it was in evening lets see hw tmr goes :)

2009-07-20T00:16:00.002+08:00

TMR NO SCH AGAIN this makes me feel as if i have been quarantine haha ok wad ever as i said when sch open i don't wanna see the april intake they are somehow always beside my class AAAAAAARRH ok fine since no sch i will just do some revision WAIT OMG did i just wrote that HAHAHA (so not me) anyways i seriously need to buy a new bag, my current bag have a hole and i'm scared if anyone pull it very very very hard it might break, ask mom to accompany me to JP to buy bag but no she have to follow my brother for medical check-up so annoying not as if he is gonna get that injection again, asusal all attention is on him like i fcuking care, mother and son only knows how to irritate, father and daughter get annoyed with them

i need to get new clothes but i don't wanna buy just that too lazy to go out and shop i rather go malaysia and buy at bukit indah jusco there it's cheaper and nicer and the pizza there is good hahaha i just love the pizza there (out of point)

this stupid H1N1 is stuck in my head that one minute i feel uneasy the next minute i feel ok than again i feel like vomiting and i feel better than again i feel like i have fever but i don't than agin i feel like i am weak but i am not cause i am eating properly again i feel drowsy but the next minute i feel better my parents keep asking me to take my temparature this really really makes me feel like i have H1N! AAAAAAAAAAARRH ok i'm gonna get some rest now bye :)

2009-07-17T23:32:00.001+08:00

no sch today i am a little scared now cause i went to the hospital around 7 plus to visit my aunt than jivinia called and i have to meet her tmr than whie coming back home melvin called saying that some aerospace students have H1N1 and they disinfected the sheetmetal room and the 3303 class and all somemore my class was having lesson at this classes and some of the seniors who where helpig us have high fever i am having a slight sore throat already shit and i tried calling jivinia back but she off her phone HOW HOW HOW!

mom is kind of worried cause in case if i have (hope i won't) she, my dad and my brother can easily get it cause my brother have a sudden weak heart problem and my dad also got heart problem and she also got some problem, in the car she was telling me to drink water with honey or smt like that and that really makes me feel as if i got H1N1 AAAAAAAAHHH

2009-07-16T22:57:00.003+08:00

NO SCH TMR

today is so annoying came to sch at 9am waited outside the classroom for the teacher with the class, 9.30am no teacher 10am no teacher wah waste of time sia so went canteen to eat than teacher msg zul saying he could not make it but got practicle at 1pm if he had tell earlier i could have slept longer.so went to north point walk walk than 11 or 12 plus went back sch went to canteen buy drink than go student hub never see crush there :( than 1pm went to sheetmetal room the april intake class was waitng outside next door, did the metal plate thing before finish drawing saw my crushy leaving my class haha:) i never notice he came also. aft that me, teck wah & noorul went down to cut the metal some of the april intake came down to cut their metal plate for drilling went back up noticed that not many people were in class they went for break so the three of us went for break also, aiya so sway some april intake people were there. so when we left they also were leaving,

again they stared with the number thing so i also played along went back class some of my classmates were outsied eating than the april intakes came opposite staircase again with the number thing i played along also, someone said that this became a so called "hot topic" in class hahaha zul and his 1 banna 2 balls my goodness most of them were getting over exited they keep asking who is the guy and all wad ever happended was super funny

2009-07-14T21:35:00.002+08:00

not gonna elabrorate much first lesson sheemetal was doing the drawing cause never complete than transfer the drawing went for break at 10.15 around there teck wah started talking in chinese in a weird way saw crush haha than 10.40 around there went back to class comtinue with the last drawing than tape the metal plate.went for break at 11.40 plus went canteen sit there for awhie than went to student hub saw crushy again :) ahahaha he was too into the computer game with his friends than 12 smt went up to class it was that boring teacher cause mr alex never come again, i don't understand wad he was teaching at all. All i did was look for farmiliar words on the screen and highlight it on my book. so today is again boring

2009-07-13T21:52:00.006+08:00

Friday

went to indoor staduim for the AYG apreciation night left at 9pm than went to bedok fetch my cousin and went to chalet. was kind of sleepy but i stay awake for dad suprise birthday. 12.30 cut cake and all than after awhile me and some of my cousin sisters went for night walk i was kind of disturbing some of the passer-by it was kind of funny though took some pictures than came back around 2am to 3 plus saw my cousin bro friends blowing baloons and all than they left after that i went to sleep
Saturday
PARTY TIME woke up at 1pm plus cause i was super tired than helped out and all than my cousin sis force me to take a break so went up and rest. 3pm took a bath got ready with everything by 4.00pm waited untill 5pm went down was under reception with my cousin bro took pictures and all people come we gave tham lucky draw numbers than cut cake and all my cousin bro malay friend sing a tamil song and it was very good and entertaining everyone enjoyed it than his sis friend sing. than had lucky draws, games, lucky draw, games, lucky draw the games were really fun than it was time for dance floor started with a 80's song and than to morden song and everyone really rocked the dance floor danced like crazy with everyone. my uncle made me dance with one of our family friend son i was oh my god lucky my mom was ok with it than my cousin was laughing at me cause i was kind of nervous dancing with him. than again my uncle wanted me to dance with one of my cousin friend i had a shock of my life i said i no cause i will feel weird the tamil song were really happening like clubbing sia my clothes were all wet dance with my uncle my cousin sis friend my aunty , cousins, family friend was really the best night ever cause those who don't really come to dance, they came and dance than ended the dance floor at 12am went up change and all came down clean up than one of my cousin bro was so sweet to message our feet. next day chicken i cannot walk at all every one was laughing at me. everyone was saying that our legs are gonna have the same pain for the next 5 years

Monday
sch start at 8am chicken i cannot even walk to the toilet my legs were just so pain i just wanted to stay in bed took my time to do things. went sch some say i walk like a guy :( haha well wad can i do, i can't help it the pain was so bad. helicopter lesson was BORING mr alex never come so had relif teacher i break record for the first time i never sleep in a boring class i managed to pay attention HAHAHA saw some of them sleeping than had break went canteen aaaaahh saw april intake again. ate than went to student hub saw crush hahahaha ok than went to wait outside class for practicle again saw april intake than since mr alex never come the other teacher was showing us video i just can't take it i had to sleep it was again BORING after that had break went canteen than while walking back to class saw crush again walk pass hahaha twice in a day ok what ever.haha did the wire thing than one of the senior gave the 39 wire thing stress sia that one tmr 8am I DON"T WANT TO GO SCH

2009-07-09T22:08:00.002+08:00

today class started at 9.30am first lesson was sheetmetal (t)
than mr alex gave us break at 11am so we could buy things for the next class at 1.30pm
while walking down the stairs before leaving sch saw my crush hehe. Ok than eat and all than
came back to sch went to the sheetmetal room some seniors were there cause most of the seniors have their attachment in sch. while waiting i can't drink my 100+ properly
cause my classmates were like making fun of ms swan videos haha.
while we were doing the drawing saw crush again at the opposite class
i will not make it obvious who is it :)
(NOTHING TO DO WITH THE APRIL INTAKE)
wish not tell about wad happen with the april intake thing
than class finish aroung 5 to 5.30pm after tat
went to JP bought shoes and dinner for me and dad

2009-07-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

Ok people, friday confirm rain cause i will be wearing skirt HAHAHAHA
my god first time after don't know how many years i am wearing skirt
though i hate wearing it there is no harm to try it right?
wear jeans the whole time feel so weird wearing skirt hahaha

i can't wait for saturday i was planning to go to the chalet on friday after school but
have to go to the indoor staduim in the evening :( but i guess it will be fun as i will
be seeing the other ushers also and we will be meeting up at kalang at 6 pm

i just can't wait to see how everyone is gonna look like on saturday with the retro look

2009-07-07T19:17:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY HAMSTER!

i feel weird without my hamster i really miss my hamster badly to the max.

i miss it when ever it behaves like a dog.

i know this is random but i miss clique haha hope to have another outing soon with everyone

i am getting bored day by day. never see some one today so sad:( haha

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2009-06-30T21:28:00.002+08:00

just for name sake i call him my brother
but is he really behaving like one? i don't think so
ever since he went to sec sch i lost my real brother, treating me like some trash
telling outsiders that i am not his sis and that he is a only child
when i was young without fail i would give him smt though it's like crap still i gave him smt
but a ungrateful person like him not once ever he have bought me anything for my birthday
so wad kind of brother is he? tells my relatives i am adopted
just standing next to me is like standing next to a smelly trash for him
how would i feel? how would u feel if some one treated u like that?
my cousins unknowingly hurt my feelings asking me why my brother treats me like this
but i had no answer for it who should i blame? who is it to be blamed?
staying in the same house but walk pass each other as is like some stranger
not supportive never have he encouraged me makes me feel usless
this is just not even half of wad he done to me
so should he be called a "brother"? i think not because i have it in mind now
that i have no brother he is a nobody to me it's just for name sake only

2009-06-25T01:49:00.002+08:00

time is 1.49am and asusal i can't sleep plus i'm hungry
thinking of some dares to play for saturday and seriously
my mind is not with me i just keep thinking abt the exam

i am getting use to TWITTER hehe.
my twitter is super flooded with my feelings
plus i feel a sence of relif that my mom is ok with me stopping my piano lesson
because she knows and i know that i never practice ever since sec 3
so no point to continue my lessons. Now i can do the dance properly with out
thinking about anything now my second thinking is should i go for floorball
Oh My God wads happening i am so not being myself

2009-06-24T11:52:00.002+08:00

just got my results though i am happy that i pass, i am also sad that i got a low GPA
i am also glad that i don't have to retake the whole thing.
but wads over it's over can't do anything accept to study hareder for the next exam.

2 more weeks till the big day for my cousin 21st birthday
everyone is gonna be retro with their bee hive hairs and bell bottom pants hehe
my clothes really look like 80's man but still it's nice

damn thought of going to OCH like last time but it seems like my cousin don't want
to go back cause of the needles on the floor. but i badly want to see the bridge oh well
there will be a time i get to see it.

school reopens on the 5 july i think, hope there is no sch for 1 week
because of H1N1 actually i am kind of scared if i get it cause.....hehe i won't tell
the reason i am hopping for sch to close so i can have more time with the b'day prep HAHA
well lets see hw it goes

outing on the 27 june can't wait for it going to west coast and doing crazy and unglam stuff
and i willl get ready with my camera hehe so videos would be uploaded hahaha
ok gtg

2009-06-14T00:36:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA i am having SO MUCH FUN NOW

Uploading videos and flooding man yan's comment on facebook and Join conversations with
man yan, prudence and rozana MY GOD we are just crazy to the MAX HAHAHAHAHA.

Damn it's SO FUN today's YOG 2010 meeting thing was boring but for free pic hahaha

[edited]

Miss Wong Man Yan bath with TOOTHPASTE
& Miss Prudence Poh bath with Soup HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

2009-05-29T15:00:00.004+08:00

Hello people..ok i was just thinking what if we had like a 2008 4 St Rose class reunion???
mabe we could like go to STC on of the days and than like go to sentosa or smt ?
anyways i was just thinking only!

It really brings back those memory in STC. aspecially our sec 2 class party at sentosa and how Mr Ng got lost and we had to go find him haha.

I think i might be going M.I.A soon dunno y but just feel like it :) i think i already M.I.A?!?!

will blog soon:)

2009-05-20T23:33:00.003+08:00

I am getting very very very pissed off. My worse nightmare just came true.
What should not have happen just happen.

Why does this have to happen to me i am already under stress and depression now it's gonna get worse thanks to some people.

I'm getting weaker and weaker day by day. Can't control my emotions. Crying before i go to bed.

The past few years that i have blogged i have never type such things like this before.
I guess now u guys reading this will know that this is not me.
I am giving fake smiles to everyone not letting them know how i actually feel.
I am staying active to get myself occupied but it's seems like it's not working.
I try my very best everytime to not show how i feel to my classmates and teachers

The main reason i joined floorball is to let out my anger out hope it works.
exams around the corner and i am scared

I want my old life back, the days which i enjoyed in secondary school,
the crazy and wild things we did. always with our group of friends
being there for each other

Like in sec 1 or 2 we use to play water putting holes in the bottle and getting ourself wet
going for camps, eating at the hardcourt during recess talking and joking
being unglam, going for SYF trainings, performing. eating in class
All this will never come back again.

2009-05-14T22:36:00.002+08:00

This have never happen to me before i just feel like shouting and crying now for i
don't know what reason. i guess i am feeling stressed up rite now. with test and exam.

ok i have just started to tear F****. i just hate it when some guys stare or look at me i
feel so uncomfortable all of a sudden usally i don't care but i am really getting annoyed.

today for life skill it was abt Dating, marriage and parenthood while mrs yap was teaching
for the second group i cought some of them looking for i don't know wad reason again

now talking on the phone with jivinia and i just started to breakdown. i am super stressed up
though i don't look like i'm stressed up.i feel better now that i let everything out.

2009-05-03T22:35:00.005+08:00

I m In love with my handphone keychain

I came back to singapore from batam today:) My uncle bought a house there

and it is just a 5 mins drive from the ferry terminal

i guess the trip was ok cause the three days we were just shopping

and i m still having alittle fear taking the taxi there let me tell u all what happen.

Me, my cousin sis and two of my aunt we went to the shopping centre near the ferry terminal.
cause we wanted to buy doughnuts as it was the best. so we were like doing speed shopping
i bought belt and the handphone keychain aft everything we were in a hurry to go back

cause my uncle was coming back home any moment and he was suppose to bring us

for seafood and if we are not there in time he will give a very long lecture.

so this taxi driver came up to us and ask if we need taxi so my aunt said yes and he agreed to 25,000 the taxi stink abit than when he started the taxi he had some problem aft that it was ok than my aunt was asking him smt in malay and the guy did not respond he was just looking at my cousin who was sitting in the front so i told my cousin in tami that the guy is starring at her. she was telling in

tamil " i know i know im trying not to look at him" SUDDENLY he drove to this alley

which WAS FREAKING PEACH DARK NOT EVEN A SINGLE LIGHT. My heart just skipped a beat

than my cousin was like" Girl i pass u my bag anything u should know what to do" i said ok.

than whenever my aunt talk to him he gives this weird reaction AND HE WAS DRIVING AT
10 KILOMETERS PER HOUR. my anut said she will give 30,000 if he could go faster but he only maintaine 10 TO 20 KILOMETER PER HOUR

god he was freaky than we reahed home

in time and my cousin sis faster got out a slam the door than i ask her why she did that

she was like " Girl the guy is on drugs i could smell it, thats why i never look at him"

i was in shock at that moment i told my dad that the guy was driving very slow

but never tell him he was on drugs as he might be worried as the guy drove pass my dad

slowly and waved at my dad, my dad was like" THAT GUY TOOK DRUGS!!! Look at him

No wonder he drive so slow." i was like ok... than my dad started with the police

thing " Girl the guy on drugs so obvious i know i got see this type of people before when i was in the police" i was like ok.. enough information and the whole time at the

seafood restaurant i was making fun of the taxi drivers reaction

2009-04-24T21:58:00.003+08:00

HELP!!!!

Oh my god i think my life is getting tiring day by day.
I have so many things going on and my course is also getting tough.
I also have so many things coming up.
Like tomorrow i have to go to Simei ITE at 9.00am for the NDP audition.
Than there is this year Asian Youth Games and next year Youth Olympic Games.

And i have to do Human Factor Project which is
case study on air canada 143 and china airlines 006 which is due next week.
And not only that i am having second thoughts on the R.S.A.F Scorlarship.
I am still thinking, if i should sign the bond with them after ITE it will be 4 years
Than if i go to poly it will be another 4 years and if i go to University Another 4 years
And altogether i have to serve 12 YEARS in Air Force OMG.
Even though it they help to pay for school fees, books and stuff like that.

Gosh my life is so full of stuff going on right now i hope i can manage it.

2009-04-19T20:59:00.002+08:00

for the pass few days i was sick just because i laughed at my teacher untill i had cough. I know thats weird. So saturday left house at 6pm took the train and went to bedok reach my aunts house at 8pm. at 9.30 we started discussing for my cousin birthday. aft that we just went down and stuff because it was freaking warm so at around 1.30am we though of going sentosa but we did not go:( never sleep at all only slept at 4am. so today had prayers at my aunts house. And we have decided what to do for the next 5 years. For half and hour we were talking abt this which was kind of getting stupid HAHAHA.

Since this year Leikantan bro 21st theme is 70's & 80's

2010- My brother 21st theme is "Beach Party"

2011- Shanthan bro 21st theme is "Hollywood Night"

2012- Subash bro 21st theme is "International"

2013- My 21st theme is "Royal"or"Princess"

2014- Kharthigh bro 21st theme is "COOKING" HAHHAHA

We were like making fun of kharthigh the whole time haha ok kind of tired now bye

2009-04-15T11:43:00.002+08:00

TO: S-- Present girls (u know who u are)

I know that u girls have been gossiping about me, and i don't give a damn. Gossip all u want i find it very childish. is it wrong for a guy friend to be concern? i don't think so. Just remember this what ever u say about me, in the future people will say the same thing about u.

2009-04-09T18:03:00.003+08:00

I really had a good time at Blaze Camp..it was all college central people
Only the group work and activities was fun but the others were boring. one of izabella classmate was in my group.My group name was SUNKISS they were the best group people ever. Though we know each other for a few minutes we started talking to each other asthough we know each other for years HAHAHA.we cheated for some games and it was so funny. Second night was the best we had to do a skit and my group make a super funny skit untill everyone know our "so called" nick names. we made everyone laugh so badly.

Than lights out was at 11.45 so we decided to snick out at 12 plus aft head count to go to 7-11. After head count while there was discustion going on, on the second and thied level suddenly someone shouted that the teachers were coming so everyone just dashed into the rooms close to them 3 girls entered my room than they went to the toilet to hide, elieen ask one girl to come out cause one of my room mate went to guys room. than one girl came than she said
"the teacher will know me" than i said "never mind use the blanket and cover yourself" when we check again it was a freaking false alarm.

aft discussion again we all sneak out like some James Bond movie HAHAHA serious we were like super quite and all was damn fun haha, we came back also was funny we heard voices and we went through a this small drain than we all ran to our rooms haha. Gosh now everyone in the camp is calling me Amina Sotong because of the skit. i go to school confirm people will call me Amina Sotong ( will upload pics soon)

2009-04-02T00:10:00.002+08:00

Now the time is 12.11 am.

Since my dad got admitted in hospital i had no mood to go out at all. Though he had gastric, high BP and was scared because there was a death at his work place and ever since he saw it he was having fear.

Today did not do much because i was having a slight flu watch movie. Than at around 5pm
Mom took me and my bro to visit my dad in hospital. saw my aunt and uncle. than my uncle
had to drive. After that me, my mom, my bro and my two aunt went to bedok to eat. than sent my other aunty home my cousin sis bring sanjaya omg she talks alot HAHAHAHA very cute.
She still have problem saying my name though. is my name diff to pronounce? because i notice
many people take time to get my name right. ok will blogg soon BYEEE

2009-03-29T23:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to yishun meet my cousins and aunt watch SMS (tamil movie) i laughed untill my stomache. after movie went for another movie at 5.45 and it's a tamil ghost movie. than 8.30 followed my aunt and cousins to Bedok than had discussion abt my cousin 21st birthday. It's gonna be fun cause the theme is 70s to 80s so we all brothers and sisters are gonna dress up in the 80s style.

Gosh people should be lucky that they will be invited for 6, 21st birthdays every year because
aft this cousin, it's my bros 21st, than shanthan 21st, than his bro subash 21st, than it MY 21st than it my soon to be 21st cousin, bro kharthign 21st ( am i confussing u people? haha nvm u can ask me) we should be lucky that the 6 of us are one year apart :).

Than after that discussion 20 plus of our family members are gonna go on a cruise in the june holidays:) and it's confrimed already Gosh it's gonna be so much fun.

2009-03-24T22:11:00.002+08:00

I am HOME!!!

Monday meet sebastian, vincent, melvin & thec wah at city hall at 1.30 than we took train to pasir ris. meet thomas and bert at the interchange than waited for ivan and marcov. 2.30 took the bus to downtown and we walked & walked& walked & waled & walked we could have just took the shuttle bus -_-.

Than thanks to this marcov he stepped on my slipper and it broke so i was limmping the whole time than i got fedup i walk without it. the floor was so hot that what ever was in my hand i just dropped it and sebastian was so nice to help me hold those things and accompanied me at the back. than went to the reception the woman said need someone 18 years and above to check in and all, so we had to call zul since he is 22 and we waited at the reception. we all started taking pics and making fun of each other it was so funny. waited for 1 hr at least than zul came help us check in and all. Ok was was super sway with my slipper because on the way to our chalet my other slipper broke.

I will cut the crap. so at 4pm, other classmates started to come me, melvin and theck wah was inside the kitchen experimenting the drinks. than at 5 plus we started with the BBQ than alot of funny things happen. OH I WAS THE ONLY GIRL THERE hahahaha but they took care of me ;) so sweet. than 9.00pm me, melvin, clinton, theck wah, bert and hong han went to downtown east cinema we bought the tikets to coming soon than went to arcade plaed air hockey than 9.30pm went went to see the movie.

This melvin act so brave in the end he sit next to me and he was freaking out at certain part of the movie. He even shouted at my ear at one part of the movie OMG than aft movie at 11pm we went bowling. i never bowl as i was tired so took video and pics but they way the bowl it was HILARIOUS. we were like making a fool of ourselves. than 12.30am like that we went back to the chalet went to our room rest and took our bath. Than at 2.30am this are the list of people who were hungry Theck Wah, Bert, Vincent, Jivaan, Me, Sebastian, Hong Han , Ivan, Melvin, Pei Huan, Tong Shin, Johnson & Jun Jie, Yes the 13 of us went to Mac at the interchange slack and eat there untill 3 plus than again we walk back to chalet at around 4 plus

Than in the hall we watch TV and suddenly all of us slept, Me, bert, hong han and somemone else slept on the single chair while melvin and johnson slept on the 3 seater chair than i will cut the crap woke up at 11 realise half the people there went home went to the room saw melvin, bert and jivaan making water bombs. There were like over 250 water bombs. So i helped out aft for a while, me and melvin had a small water fight in the toilet haha.

Than 1 plus those who were in the chalet started playing we even used the clean dustbin and some cooking items to collect water to pour on each other and the whole chalet was so wet it was super duper fun and funny really had a good time. Aft everything we came to realise there was no water at all we thought there was some kind of limit to it so we planned on wad to tell the reception went to the swimming pool and realise every chalet had no water than went swimming than i went home

Will upload the pics & video either here of facebook.

2009-03-20T00:03:00.003+08:00

This whole week i only went to sch on monday and thursday well friday which is tmr lesson is cancelled WOOO HOOO early holiday hahaha. well Chalet in now on the 23 March instead so second night i would have to go home :( cause next day is interview for Air Force.

Why i never get the letter???? so weird work so hard for the sch than get nothing WTF. Join all those compition for wad sial .

Today was slack never study also. Life skills watched movie "Shallo Hal" it was funny and johnson was saying "Oh Shit" all the time hahaha. Than PE played vollyball so sad my class could not take part in the soccers match. i played volyball and my crush played soccer hahhaa. while we were playing volyball suddenly there was this sun ray wich look so beautiful i told melvin and thomas to look and they were like " Jesus is watching us playing volyball" "Jesus loves us so much that he came to our sch" OMG it was so crazy.the other team got distracted by the sun ray that we won hahahhaha. it was so fun and each time someone suffs the ball everyone would bend down cause they scared the ball would hit their head.pe was so fun.I GOT MY ITE EZ- LINK CARD hahaha (LAME)

I don't know why but today me and him kept on touching or holding(for 1sec) each others hand i felt so weird hope no one saw.

why is it that when i try to keep a low profile more people know me? and why is it that when i give attitude to the guys in my sch they keep pestering my classmates abt me so irritating why can't they leave me alone i don't want to know them. Why don't they understand

2009-03-16T23:27:00.002+08:00

Today 9am had practicle than at 10.30 we went to student hub for SC interview. Seriously the interview was lame they ask me abt my ex school and my CCA than lots of lame stuff. than me, melvin, zul and hong han went back for class while the others went home.

Did sealent and it was fun though it kind of stink and i felt like vomiting. Still it was fun mixing the white thing and the black thing and puting it on the crack. at 11 smt we were dismissed so since it was only me and melvin we just went home. Went to JP bought LJS and went home.

should i take lessons like
-yoga
-dance
-aerobics

something like that? I know this does not sound like me at all i am thing and talking nonsence this pass few days. I guess too many things are going on. Something is happening to me.
Who cares. Anyways now it's holiday but not for some of us
Once holidays start i think i might go back to STC and see how the dance girls are doing.
Vinus told me that the juniors are still having problems and their SYF is on the 31 MARCH.
they got few more weeks left. Hope they can do it. Maintaining GWH is not easy.

2009-03-15T23:04:00.007+08:00

16 March - Interview for Student Council
25 March - Interview for Air Force Scorlarship
------------- Class chalet
26 March - Class chalet
27 March - Class chalet
6 April ---- BLAZE Camp
7 April ---- BLAZE Camp
8 April ---- BLAZE Camp

GOSH half my holiday is taken up... i don't know why but i am super scared for my scorlarship interview i scared i screw it up. But i really hope i get it after my further studies i can work for air force. OH MY GOD did i just say that, this does not sound like me at all. if i get it i must get 70% and above and maintain it all the way

SHOBANA U CAN DO IT (self motivation)

Tmr 9am practical start and 10.30 is my interview for SC. after that can GO HOME YAY!!

2009-03-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

Today was boring no entertainment.today is a waste of time after class at 11 we went to northpoint to eat than at 12 we went back to school went to student hub and slack watched TV and it was America's Funniest Home Videos some senior were also watching and we were all laughing super loud untill everyone was looking at us.Than at 1 it was suppose to be lifeskills but it was cancelled WTF waste our time so just went home.well tmr me and jivaan going to bedok ITE for the camp thing i don't fell like going to that ite i just want to go home instead.

2009-03-11T22:33:00.003+08:00

-Today was aircrat drawing and it just gets more stressing day by day.
-so sad only me, jivaan and noorul going for the blaze camp the others are going in june or july.
-Damn i got interview for student council next week.
-And each time Thomas sees me he will be like "you're a girl?"and he calls me "dude" aiya-_-.
Oh today melvin told mr alex abt mr chua and he had to say D--- infront of me.
Melvin-"Mr alex he touch my ----"
Me-"Melvin are you forgetting i am a girl.must u say that infront of me."
Melvin-"No the class already consider u as a guy so it's ok saying it"
Me-" i have no comments"
Yes my class have officially considered me as a guy :( (so sad)
i am gonna be the only girl or should i say "guy" in class for 2 weeks because noorul have chicken poks. Anyway i am use to it. ok gonna end my post bye.

2009-03-10T21:13:00.005+08:00

Monday
Had practical i m in love with my coveralls hahahah. ok aft practicle had break than 11 am went to audi cause there was a talk and there was only 3 AET classes, we had to do this serve(sp) thing abt ur character ur life partner and all those shit. so there was this question, it was ( You reach a beautiful waterfall. How fast is the waterfall? -from one to nine, one is the slowest and nine is the fastest) so i put nine by being logical. At the same time i was msging Rozana. Than the guy was like "for this question i want only the girls answers" since there was only like 6 girls in the audi (i know pathetic) so if i m not wrong all of the girls put nine and it was about... (ask me i won't wite it in blogger) than the talk finish at 12 pm and our retest was at 2.30pm so we thought of going to northpoint. and it was raining badly. so we had no choice since there is no shelter we had to get wet. in the bus it was freezing clod. 2.00pm went back to sch slack in the canteen with the rest and i saw my CRUSH hahhaah(stupid).

Today
1.30pm lesson started it was practical so did some drilling and stuff than while doing my work had to settle the Blaze Camp thing. Me and Jivaan had to see a teaher regarding abt the camp, so while we were walking i was thinking abt my crush and unexpectedly i walked pass his class hahaha. Than after everything went back to class finish up my work than around 4 plus we were allowed to go home, so me,melvin, tech wah, bert and vincent we went to eat. me, melvin and theck wah ate at pizza hut since it was in the KFC while the others ate KFC. than after that we went home.

Why is it i always either see or hear his name Its either Vivek or asokan

2009-03-03T22:27:00.003+08:00

OMG i am soo lookig forward for my class chalet on March 24- 26. Though its gonna be all guys execpt for 2 girls i think it is still gonna be fun. We have so much plan for those days and we might be staying inthe banglow. They say they wanna go BBQ, night cycling and go to OCH on the first night, there should be more plans. On the second night i think there is BBQ again than mabe go to cinema to watch horror movie and disco all night long hahahahaha(class joke). They were like planning none stop and it sounded fun lets see how it goes.

Plus yesterday they just declared that i am not a girl :( so sad hahaha but i don't care cause they say that i mix with the guys untill they consider that i am a guy (lame rite). Aerospace Club haha cool rite ( ok i am crzy now ) Farhan was saying this infront of markov and he did not get it omg. now have to buy new pe shirt wich is kind of same as college east i think. and i am still wondering if i should buy the polo shirt. Oh and my class t-shirt is nice. Damn i hope my teacher won't select me for the camp i feel so weird camping with guys cause i am too use to being with girls and doing unglam stuff. i just hope that april intakes will have more girls.

2009-02-28T16:09:00.002+08:00

Monday- No sch :)

Tuesday- we went for fire fighting at Yishun CD it was super fun aft that went to canteen soo happy to see him in the canteen also than went for class

Wednesday- Came to sch at 12 waited called jivinia than went to the foyer we were suppose to leave sch at 1 to go to macperson than the bus just left so waited till 2.30pm reach macperson watch movie it was a waste of time.

Thursday- I will never gor get this day. 8.30 lesson was aircraft drawing and all i know was his class start at 9.30 than around 11 smt mr alex say break all of a sudden walk out of class and he was also walking out of class went to canteen slack with the class and mr alex. than smt happen
*smiles*went back to class than erm.. smt happen again. aft that went for lunch at 11.30 walk to dunno which part of yishn played in the playground with the guys haha than again we walk to dunno where went to mac and slack it was 12.30 smt and 1.00 was NAPFA test so we walk and walk and walk guess what we got lost in yishun hahaha we almost walk to sembawang but we ended at the busstop near the CD i was so happy that i hugged the busstop pole hahaha.

Than reach sch in time change and did our 5 stations aft all the station we rest for 10 mims than we had our 2.4 i did not care abt it i just jog all the way made thomas to run haha than we run back to sch together he was like lazy. than only top 10 people to reach first was my class people only first 2 were from electronics. rest we got wet in the rain went to canteen slack and we all went home together.

Friday- human factor voulnteer for SYOG under spectator thing than half the class was in pain it was kind of funny went home and i was totally in pain.

2009-02-21T15:15:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZABELLA

TODAY I AM HAPPY AGAIN!!!!

1) I Got To See My Crush Today!!! :)

2) I Got To See My Clique!!!! :)

Today was the schorlaship day thing omg i don't know why but i am scared cause i sign for RSAF and STAE. So i am sooo happy that i saw him. ahhhhhh omg, but each time i try to smile at him he gives this blur look. But i don't know why i am soo crushing on him. the feeling was so different when he stand near me. But the cool thing is that majority of my class wore black shirt and it was not a plan.

After everything my classmates call me out but i told them i could not make it and they were alittle upset but i told them some other time and they were ok with it :) than came home and rest for awhile than met jivinia and janice at JP bought the stuff and left to prudence house celebrated Izabella birthday ( Hope u enjoyed wad we did for u :P)i was super high i don't know why also. i was happy to see clique though. than sadly i had to leave cause i was having a dinner with my relatives as my cousin will be leaving to australia on wednesday.

2009-02-19T21:41:00.003+08:00

TODAY I AM HAPPY :)

1) I got to see him :)
2) I got to see ROZANA BTE ZAILAN in the mrt :)

Today school was ok. First lesson was aircraft drawing we had to copy down some maths
question or was it science? hmm..anyway who cares haha. lucky i am gonna bring my parents
for the scholarship day if not i have to do ushering cause those who not gonna bring their
parents have to usher.than we had 2 and a half hour break went to north point ate and 12pm we came back to sch since next lesson start at 1 we went to the student hub slack there and i was hoping to see him but i never so chit chat with the guys and another guy from AET but diff class than my crush walked in haha soo happy. ok i am crazy.

1 pm second lesson it was life skill and i was sleeping in class cause the aircon was cold and it felt sooo nice to sleep throuout the lesson. than 4pm we had PE went to gym than most of the class went to play scoccer and bball while the rest of us were in the gym. 5.30 went home waited for the train. once the train come i saw ROZANA inside with her friends hahaha went in and i called her phone and i ask her to turn back. than there was this guy blocking us haha talk to her and all. she got down at woodlands than at yew tee there was this pragnent(sp) woman people saw her but no one gave up their seat even the person setting in the piority seat saw her but never gave her the seat so i gave my seat to her. see i am a good person haha (self praise). came home and i m so tired.

2009-02-18T21:44:00.004+08:00

Hey wad do u all thing about having a 4 Saint Rose 08 Gathering?

I think it would be fun!! We all can go some where uniqe and special and enjoy ourself.

Hw i wish i could go back to STC life. i miss all the crazy and weird things we use to do.

ITE life is so not my life though i am enjoying it.ok i am talking crap.

anyways i feel like i am in a boys sch cause there are so little girls in the school.

once i went to the canteen and it was a little crowded and i came to realise there was

only two girls me and my other classmate how pathetic.

1) I feel happy that i have ate my favourite sweet(fruitips) :)

2) I feel sad that i never see him this few days and i always expect to see him every wednesday at the busstop but today i never got to see him :(

3) i have abandon(sp) my twilight book for 3 days :(

2009-02-15T21:10:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY MY LITTLE DONALD DUCK

Her smile is prescious

Mr Dashen
Sanjaya & my mom
Me & Her
She & my Dad
Her pose
The cake
She has issues with my brother haha
Now she don't

Her first dress

Her second dress
She blew the candle herself after some training from her mom
She also had training for cutting the cake haha
The Grandmothers
The Young Aunties

The Young Uncles

The Uncles and the Grandfathers

2009-02-14T13:44:00.005+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!

Yesterday was super duper fun. Yesterday lesson was Human Factor and it was not boring.

Mr Alex told Mr Chua to let the 8 of us off at 11.45 because he was gonna treat those people who helped out for talentime. So at 11.45 we went down and meet the seniors went to the student hub for awhile and we left. Trained to Yio Chu Kang and we walked to Sakura. Waited for Mr Alex to come than the waiter said we cannot wait we must start eating. No choice we went.Since it was buffet we ate ALOT. we were all full but yet we kept eating mr alex and another teacher came while eating the guys kept gossiping about Ivan and he was just sitting behind. it was so funny that i almost spit my food and drinks out. we laugh so loud untill a couple was looking and laughing at us.I ate alot of shark fin soup, wedges, nuggets, sushi,still got more but i forgot. the guys all ate lamb, beef, oyster, laksa, we also ate lots of ice-cream and cakes and there is still more it was like a menu. after that while walking back to the MRT i was not walking straight cause i was full, and my senior said i am walking asthough i am drunk haha. than went home and at 5.30 meet jivinia at JP had fun with her.

Picture Time
This was wad we were doing when we were bored

Teck Wah's head

My ice-cram was like a mountain thanks to Bert

I had to use two cone cause the first cone had a hole

I made this mess and i did not know till the guys told me

2009-02-12T18:52:00.004+08:00

Today aircraft drawing was all abt mathematics how unlucky can it be. Now i have to finish 20 maths questions:( . 11.45am went to the foyer to wait for bus to go to Macperson because today was speak good english carnival day or something like that. so we were all like super bored we to the canteen and slack for awhile than went to the block C and sat on the round table msg brenda and i was super HAPPY to see brenda, audrey and hui xian. than one of my classmate wanted brenda number haha. Talk to them than they left. Join my classmates again. Than sebastian told me that one of his ex classmate wanted my number like WTF. So i hack care i told him don't bother.Went to the audi than sebastian told me that the friend keep msging him to get my number the guy was super desprate so i told sebastian to lie to him that i am att. After everything saw rainie yeo than went to the bus stop took the 154 bus with shuko(sp) i miss working with him hahaha. we were like talking and talking all the way than he had to get down at bukit timah there than i was left alone haha. ok i have to do my stupid home work now BYE.

2009-02-10T22:41:00.005+08:00

yesterday group 5-7 had AGM practical and it was ok all we did was wire locking. Than the guys were like talking abt ghost and all. after that went to north point to eat and came back to school for theriory(sp) lesson waited in the class room for mr alex then the class suddenly become weird they stared pinching each other collor bone and zul was super funny. i had stomache after laughing so hard.

Today came to sch at 8.30 after sending my brother waited at the canteen cause at 9 the bus is suppose to come and fetch us to the yishun civil defence place for first-aid training. it was just near by at 9 the class waited at the foyer the bus never come we waited till 10.15 than my teacher ask if we don't mind to walk since it is near. so all of us walked and we reach the place we had brefing(sp) and stuff than we were like suppose to bandage each other and we look like mummy. next tuesday we going back there for fire fighting. oh and i am starting to like my coveralls haha.

Why is it that i feel so weird not seeing him?
why is it when i see him i feel butterflies in my stomache?
Oh my god i never felt this way before. This feeling is so weird.

2009-02-08T19:10:00.002+08:00

Saturday meet Debra at STC cause got indian dance practice. bought macdonaold for her and for myself. We went to the Auditorium thinking that dance already started than we went by the back door and saw the girls sitting on stage playing smt so the suprise was spoiled. watched their dance and all than 12 went home 4pm went to the china town temple.

Than i saw R__A Tow Service and i ws praying that i won't see ganesh and i never. Than we were suppose to go one round the radham guess wad just my luck i saw him. i was super scared cause my mom was beside me and the people were walking slow and we have to go pass him. walked pass him lucky he never saw me i think cause he was facing back. than so Fuck i had to stand the opp diretion which he can see me i was like turning away than i was rushing cause i really did not want to see him.

Went in the temple and than 7 smt went home. Today went to the tank road temple lots of irritating people aft that went to eat at a near by coffe shop and than go home

2009-02-06T21:14:00.003+08:00

Pictures of this year CNY in Malaysia

We were followed by 7 dogs on our way the the computer cafe

This is how we played twister

So today after school trained to tiong to meet jivinia and thivya. thivya friend also came so 195 came and suddenly christina scared me it was so embarassing cause my reaction was super big i never notice her cause i have no idea why i was consentrating on the bus. went to STC collect our testimonial and than thivya had to go cause she got CCA so me and jivinia wait till sch end to meet suganes gave her her present than followed jivinia to BMC. After that went to clementi ITE to meet thivya than left there at like 4pm. Jivinia at last we manage to meet each other.

Once i step in STC i miss the old times how crazy and weird we all use to be.i miss clique.

MAN YAN & IZABELLA your birthdays are coming hehe. i miss man yan being weird hahaha. This sounds wrong.

2009-02-05T22:40:00.004+08:00

Today was fun. Class was suppose to be at 1pm since Mr Alex cencelled morning lesson because of the talentime we were suppose to help out. So today morning came to school at 8.30 after sending my bro waited at the canteen. Than waited at the canteen with Hong Han and Markov. Waited till Bert, Melvin, Ivan, Jivaan, Teck wah came than 9am went to the audi to wait for Mr Alex. while waiting outside we were like entertaining ourself. Went in the audi at 9.30 than 11 something Mr Alex ask me to buy rapping paper for the hamper so bert followed me to north point. came back to the meeting room near the audi and i was rapping the box as none of them know how to rap.

In the meeting room Melvin was like crazy the whole time together with bert. while the show started me, melvin and one of the counsellor was standing outside to get ready the next contestant. one guy was drinking lots of water as he was nerverse cause next was him
Me: i think u should stop drinking wait u have to go to the toilet

Guy: OH ya i forgot OMG the audi is so cold i scared half way i have to go toilet
than all off us were like laughing because of his expression. The last group we all went in.

After everything 8 of us went for PE hopping it ended. Actually it almost ended but not for us cause the class ran 1km outside sch so we also have to run than after running only the 8 of us were in the gym room. than go home

Tomorrow hopfully i am meeting thivya, jivinia n izabella to go to STC and collect the testimonial.

2009-02-02T21:00:00.002+08:00

i just heard a super shocking news from my dad.

Anyways today no lesson went to macperson ite for some talk and it was super boring.

I think i rather be the only girl in class the new girl is like so quite i

have to start the conversation she is so boring she does what i do and

she does not even talk to the guys and u all know how bad my tamil is and she

only can talk in tamil her english speaking is like my tamil speaking and

the guys keep saying she is lonely in class

WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT ME TO DO?

she is suppose to interact with everyone this is so irritating

because of this i don't talk to her. Wth la when i was the only girl

i talk to the guys normally the treat me like them and everything

now when she is here they keep asking why she so quite and all those shit

i really can't take this anymore i can't babysit her she is 18

i am not gonna care anymore either she talks to the guys or she can just be a loner

so what if i never talk to the boys in india this is singapore you have to mix around

2009-02-01T20:47:00.008+08:00

Hw i miss those days.
All the crazy things.

The pics taken.
eating in class.

joking around with each other.

2009-01-31T23:44:00.003+08:00

now is 11.44pm and i just came home at around 11.20pm.
today went to my uncle house for CNY cause my aunt is a chinese.
i was suprise to see Jhonny uncle with his son.OMG his son ryan is soo
cute 2yrs and 3 month his voice is so super cute than his wife and his second
child jonas came his wife is also chinese so i got 2 red packets hehehe
asusal i felt bored cause i don't talk to my cousins much from my father side
and all they could talk abt is my brother. God whenever he is around they
talk about him even if he is not around they still talk about him and they
will repeat the topic over and over again. and my uncle was telling how people
would steal money from shops. he also said that one guy followed my aunty
and the guy was peeping into the house watching wad my aunt was doing it is
soo creepy they way my uncle explained was so funny.

2009-01-28T22:24:00.008+08:00

This was taken when i was working at "Toys R Us"

Starcard ambassidors
Me, Fittrah and Power Rangers

Arfian, Pink Ranger, Alex, Laveniya, Firttrah,me & Black Ranger

Alex took this

Me&fit

Sofea, Me & Fit

Me & Sofea

My supervisor

my locker

lockers

My Name Tag

2009-01-27T18:55:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GARETT!!!

damn i miss my clique each time i miss u all i would always

watch those funny videos and pictures i took of u all.

Chinese new year was fun. went to malasia and played alot

my cousins were all playing twister and there was so many fire works.

i will upload the pics soon.

2009-01-22T20:54:00.002+08:00

Today was aircraft drawing, life skills and PE.
Aircraft drawing was ok i almost slept cause i was very blur.
Than we had 2hr break Mr Alex is so nice to give us long breaks.
most of us went to the cinema there and we ate LJS. Melvin, Thomas and me we
sat together and aft we ate we started talking abt their band an sch and we were also
gossiping the topic was very intersting and funny.

than walk around north point went to popular than went to another shop
thomas, vincent and melvin bought the hand band thing than melvin was acting all
girly was so funny we all walk to sch making stupid jokes than melvin was like the entertainer.
than 1.30 was life skils me, sebastian, thomas, leo, melvin, and vincent we were like laughing
for almost 1 hr cause they were like making jokes abt someone. i was like an idiot
laughing so hard untill i cried so malu. laugh untill all of us got stomache. even after
everyone finish laughing i am the only idiot never stop laughing they all look at me
and they started laughing even more i really cannot stop laughing .today is the best day.

2009-01-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

I fell so much better talking to rozana, manyan, shaffika, brenda and the rest
today was ok today lesson was aircraft general maintenance. but again we did
nth much than it was suppose to end at 12.30 but Mr Alex let us go for break at 11.
so half of us went to North Point to eat and ivan keeps on talking and talking and talking.
aft we ate we went for a walk around. For a guy like melvin he eats alot
first he ate rice than he ate hotdog bun than he ate ice-cream and he said he was
still hungry. than since class starts at 1.30 we had a slow walk to sch omg they were
like talking abt him the whole time it was so funny. once class started everyone was
looking very sleepy. Most of us can't concentrate our heads were like knocking like
anytime we were gonna sleep. Lucky class starts at 1.30 tmr. okie i am tired bye

2009-01-18T22:55:00.003+08:00

I fell so lonely
You people should be lucky at least got someone in ur sch
I have nobody, and i am the only girl in class. It can be so lonely
I was once in a class full of girls now i am in a class full of boys
But the guys are very nice and protective. They never left me out
But still i fell weird without any girls around.This is so stressful
But anyways i was told by my teacher that another gal is coming
even if she comes i will feel lonely because i am so use to many girls

i miss everyone. I fell weird not seeing everyone. I hate it when other guys keep
calling out my name. The other indian guys keep looking at me asthough they never
see girl before i feel so scared. But school so far is ok but soon it's gonna get tough
i have to study science again and i have to remember so many things.
I want to talk to my clique but i don't know what to talk about
i miss them.

2008-12-22T21:25:00.002+08:00

if no one is gonna tell me any information about any x'mas party by tuesday than i won't be attending any party execpt for my company party and this is FINAL.
OMG i just can't wait for TRU x'mas party it is gonna be so much fun
we also have like 10 categorey to vote
i only can remember a few
1) most irritating staff
2) hack care don't give a dahm staff
3) staff to get shrinkwrap & slap
4) most steady cashier
5) mr JP
6) miss JP
that is all i remember party is like gonna be on wednesday 2330hrs
till morning hope i have a great fun

2008-12-10T11:39:00.003+08:00

my job is great i am having lots of fun.
yesterday was like "Toys R Us Gone Crazy" day.
yesterday not many customers so alex was making fun of the
madagascar toys. i was tired so i went to the lunch room and fitrah was alone
so i accompany her and sofea found out that fitrah was playing a trick on her
so fitrah wrote a lettet again with her left hand which was untidy
the letter was like "u r my crush, baby", "clue- no longer working"

when sofea came to work fitrah just could not stop laughing even before she came
fitrah was laughing non stop. in the lunch room alex, amalina and me we were having our lunch
alex was so irritaing us than don't know wad happen suddenly amalina hit alex face at that point it was so funny. i really had so much fun yesterday.

2008-12-06T17:41:00.003+08:00

my job is ok it can be fun especially closing time..
my dearest friend jivinia came to visit me so sweet hehe
guess wad i was doin
i was wrapping presents instead of promoting the card
there was only 1 gift wrapper so i helped her
me and fittrah a.k.a pocky stick aunty had fun pusing the trolly we just go crazy
animal alley is always messy and eiter me and nurul or amalina
have to clean that place so irritating and furquann(sp) he made me
choke on my food and drinks so many times
i am so not gonna cover up any one
i feel bad for my pocky stick aunty i will buy for her bubble gum
and bubble tee oh ya i owe my manager a bubble tee also
i am having fun with my job amalina creeps me out sometimes but it's funny
alex is like on a detective mode cause people have been stealling
kairill quit his job but he visits often
and sofea was playing hide and seek with some guys it was so funny
just because one of the guy wanted her number

2008-11-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went for my job training and it was fun plus alittle boring. first it was funny than boring than towards the end it was funny
and the guy who interviwed me is my 3rd manager. i m dead
my group people are nice i will be working at jurong point "toys r us"
lucky me walking distance only but i feel scared cause i have to promote the membership card.

i will be going to forum on saturday i can't wait to go to work it's like going to be fun
i have so many things to remember and i feel scared
gosh should i meet her to go to forum??

okie i will blog soon

2008-11-11T00:14:00.002+08:00

its 12 plus and asusal i am till awake
yesterday was fun at my cousin house i really enjoyed
my cousin sis NIE friends pamperd baby dashen alot..
he is like their gloden child and kept on trying to bite me
first time i was afraid of a baby ok.and my mom and her mom is like
trying to match make her with one of her NIE friends
haha anyways every one like him and they really realy want to
match make her with him.

than my cousin bro's friends they were like the weird and funny people
though i was kind of scared of one of them cause he is big
but he was nice and funny and dashen sliver was al over one of his friend
just sitting there with my other cousin bro and listerning to their jokes,
both of us just could not stop laughing .he should be lucky to have such friends.
and my cousin bro was like
" hey j-boy u want sprite anot sprite sprite special sprite"
and my bro was like smiling
than my cousin was like
"just come outside lah got tasty sprite sprite"
i was sitting there and i as laughing cause it was odvious he was calling my bro
to drink alcohol but i thnik it was vodka. but the way my cousin bro
called him was super funny.

than my other cousin bro started to act all weird and he was sitting next to me
he kept on smiling as though he is planing to take over the world haha
than he was like
"so.. which one"
i was like
"huh? wad u talikng come to the poinT
he
"just tell which one u want i help u "
than he slowly pointed to his brothers friends
and he got a very very WONDERFUL beating
from me hehe for a guy who is one year younger than me
he always get the beating from me and it's fun hahaha

so tomorrow me and thivya, we are going to Suntec City for job interview at
toys 'R' us whoo hoo...at last after soo long they called.
so interview is at around 4pm to 5pm
before that me and my mom we are gonna shop around there to find for
prom dress and mabe just spend time there.
i am like super relex about buying the dress
i cousin bro who is staying in my house
he is like sooo worried that i wold not be able to buy my dress
and he kept saying he wants to pay for it
but i feel bad so i will use 50% of my money and 50% of my moms
and my own money for the shoes and assesories

2008-11-06T14:05:00.002+08:00

I thought my holiday wold be fun but it's not.
Anyway life sux. I pierced my nose last week friday and it was ok.
It huts for awhile than i just started tearing but i was not crying.
My mom and cousin sis expected me to cry.

Monday went out with Thivya to vivo for job hunting, jivinia was suppose to come but
her dad did not allow her. I still had fun with thivya we walk around went to coco tree
bought jelly beans and this cute M&N thing than went to candy empire and we bought more things. Since after deepavali i got lots of $$$ i wonder if i should rebond my hair or do something to make my hair not so curly.

Anyways i might be going to Sun Tec to buy my prom dress and the worse thing is i have to use my money. But mabe my mom might pay 50% and i pay 50% for the dress. And so far the holidays i have talk to jivinia and izabella on the phone only. So i might be going ancorpoint tmr with my cousin sis and her daughter to the disney restaurant. hope it would be fun.

2008-11-02T22:46:00.002+08:00

oh my gosh!!! i have a dead blog!!

i am thinking of deleting it !!!

but see first

my nose hurts for now
my cousin thought i would cry haha but i am brave..hehe

today was fun went to my aunty house and played sparklers

i was terrified by the way everyone was fighting for it

2008-07-15T21:33:00.036+08:00

Long time since i have blog.... picture time....
i will upload the "Friendly Kissings" asap if i can ....

2008-05-19T22:56:00.003+08:00

the two babies which have no hair are very playful...

i thought i liked my life in everything

but come to think of it..the only thing i like about my life

is my family...

and to think about it i don't know

who are my real friends....so sad

little princess sanjaya is gonna stay over my house next week...

yesterday i was suppose to go to malasia for my cousin wedding but could not

because my passport expired so sad...if not i could have enjoyed myself there...

but still i had fun with my mom cause we went to

juroung point and we were talking about some people....

sorry tina i can't make it on the 24 of may

i was hopping to come with u all but my cousin birthday is on the same day

but i will try my very best to come on the 15 june ok...

oh i am happy that i am gonna get the camera by the 3rd of june...

and it will be mine and i have proof that it would be mine

so to that brother of mine u better not touch the camera

ok i sound kind of mean but i don't care he already got around 2 to 3 mp3

2008-05-11T22:30:00.004+08:00

♥ HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ♥

After a year i was born

The day i was bald
On my first birthday
taking care of me with ur retro hair
On my third birthday

U were there for me from the day i was born till now .

we have scolded each other alot but still we don't care.

I might not no or express to u my love but..

i will always love♥u mucksss.......

From ur one and only Daughter !!!
♥

2008-05-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

today suppose to go to temple with mom but
she and dad had to go to a funeral
and the one who pass away was a 7 years old boy
can u imagine a 7 years old boy
mom came back and told me that his mom fainted
and that she was crying out his name
mom told me that the boy's mom was her old neighbour
and the boy is just primary 1 only

today aft my parents left i was watching movies aft movies
i have been watching 4 tamil movies
and i was freaking bored
anyways i don't give a shit about my life anymore

life is such a big shit
friends who makes u feel isolated
like it feels they won't be there for u
i feel like going away

2008-04-25T18:33:00.002+08:00

i am so super scared...
i was like crying in maths class yesterday cause my head hurt so badly....
i could not even concentrate...than went to the general office and called my mom
went to the room my head was so painful
than during recess my mom came and she brought me to clementi polyclinic
CB wait there for so long like from 11.20 to 2 plus saw the doctor he said if 1 week 3 times my head still pain i might need to see a specialist....
and if it hurts at night it might be or might not be serious once he said it i was like scared ok.
he gave medicine and once i reach home i slept cause my head was super pain
had piano class somemore than 11 plus took the medicine i hate it it is like so big
and i felt kind of sleepy

Today in the morning was ok but it hurt again during english exam
the freaking pain keeps coming and going...
paper two was funny becaue of MR CHOE(sp) he was so funny
if he take us again for maths sure stress free...
aft sch got tamil listerning and again my head was pain
ok i am gonna rest now bye.

2008-04-21T14:53:00.007+08:00

Funfair was kind of boring but still it was fun.....

aft funfair went home took my bath and meet my cos.....

train to yishun meet my anut and my other cos at LJS......

than my aunt friend came with her two daughters......

the movie was like so funny
than took cab to bedok stayed there over night.......

2008-04-15T22:28:00.002+08:00

2008-04-12T12:55:00.003+08:00

2008-03-21T12:16:00.002+08:00

~ HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY TO ~

MR. DASHEN PILLAI

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

haha he 1 years old already this pic is singapore celebratiob still got malasia celebration...i going malasia tmr or either today i think.........

aywhere OMG yesterday i saw him with his mom at boon lay

haha we just smile and i bought my fav dounut...

any way it's been long time so now i blog about Sunday it was Dance Works 08...

it was ok lah wen jing, man yan, brenda came than only aft the perfornance audry and rainie came....than alot happen lah...

and i am so gonna get screwed by my parents on PTC cause i failed all my exans.

OMG i amlike so dead....

2008-03-13T23:38:00.002+08:00

I hate this week cause like no holiday everyday go back to school so sian....
i have been eating with gen and wai mun for 2 days and the way we decide on where to go and eat is kind of funny.....
gen is really a BIG eater...hahaha ok i have been a lazy pig...

Today went to SCH AGAIN practice and all than tried our coustume and our shorts are SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER loose and our fbt's look like boxers hahaha aft that went with wai mun and gen to tiong.....again we deicided were to eat than we went to burger king hahaha.....
waited there for fei ying to come....gen was telling her efl thing....waited damn long hahaha than she came we went to oder food.....talk again slack than went to city hal i think...than we like came out and walk around gen aiyo went toilet like 3 times hahahaha than fei ying and gen bought dounuts 3 each hahaha u should see how they choose....

sat down than they two say they wanted to eat one first than they were tempting me and wai mun hahaha...than they end up eating all 3 cause they were really tempted...after that we walk and it stared raining and the underpass was weird people sleeping, skatebording,dancing we were actuallt lost only for awhile than we found the way we were like walking in the rain fei ying shared her umbrella with gen and wai mun while i use my pe shirt hhahahaha......

took the bus than again we walk in the rain reach STUDIO WU atlast hhaahahaha...then sign in and all went to the locker room and we started dancing in the toilet hahahaha than i think two woman saw us dancing aft that went to class...the instructor was aiya nvm...the song was clumsy by fergie and most of the time her voice was like.........nvm than aft class we again had to walk in the rain...i am super tired bye....

2008-03-02T20:48:00.002+08:00

Today meet the anti drug dancers at PS than went to Oschool...thought we could get the big one but we got the other one which was kind of creepy hahahaha.....dance and all was very tired i was kind of high i also dunno y but like all of a sudden i was kind of high....damn... scared sia compititon coming soon already ok must support us ok it is on Sunday 16 march 08... Open Space Outside the Cathay....poor debra she was entertained by ms _______......she was kind of helping debra do stretching haha ok...debra was bulling an hahah than took pics and waited around for awhile than this guy called an a chipmunk hahahahahaha she slow reaction she beat him .....everyone there like very nice and can say kind of playfool hahahahaha....

2008-02-10T15:03:00.000+08:00

hello back from malasia and damn it was SUPER FUN oh and debra sry could not msg u back tell me on monday.....

i love CNY every where were fire works big and small and so close hahahaha we just kept going out and i really love it but the sad thing is i never went to the playground and play the swing. hahaha....

my cos brought me and his bro to this internet place and i was so addicted to the car racing thing wich was fun hahahahaha anyway it was just to past time....

oh and yesterday we went bowling hahaha it was so fun though i only had 1 strike and many times the ball went into the hole onlt here and there i hit the pins but my cos bro hahahaha when he wanted to roll the ball the ball went back .....and the oldies were also playing~winks~

sent the oldies back so the four of us just went shopping i bought smt for 14/2/08 hehehehe YES FOR MY DEAR CLIQUE hehehehe love u all....
than came back and went to sea food it was nice i was super full....
will be uploading pics soon...

2008-02-03T19:15:00.000+08:00

Saturday went for CMC training...

went with man yan.....then 2 weeks time must teach the juniors abt the sports thing during pe and all....and 10 of us will be going to a primary sch... so i hope it would be fun...then came home slept and my niece came hehe she is so cute....

she have start walking already....and she always say oh oh...then played with her and she poor thing she hit her head on the table two times.....

oh and my cos was telling me she is gonna buy new MP3 and she saw the catheloge.... they have a valantines day special two mp3 for 198 which is 2 gb each...and she say she will give me one hehehehe.....then i carried ny niece down to the shop and she was like oh oh... cause it was drizzling...and she sayed it so loudly hahaha then aft i bought smt i just let her walk ......and she walks very cute i and i don't know why she started crying.....when i went to the lift she stopped crying cause she was too busy looking at her reflection....

can't wait to go to malasia on CNY....

2008-01-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

count down

it's new year

i fell ok haha musical chair
back to memory lane
caught them again
relaxing

i have no idea wad they were doing

future teacher

they were fighting for the thing haha
before new year

2007-12-23T00:53:00.001+08:00

i so want to go to the OBS gathering it is gonna be fun again...

waiching e-mail was super funny i hope they are not serious abt the alcohol but it would be fun though to see them again...

with the funny nick names and the crap we talk

but no offence when i am with some people i feel so isolated...it's like no calls or sms... nth but only imformation i am having second thoughts now..i feel ashough i am more exicited for the OBS outing i don't know y

i have been thinking all this while and i feel i am being used,isolated

no one can be tursted

2007-12-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

ok i can say i had a good time at OBS. and i have really loose alittle weight so thats good but because of the hot sun i am dark so that is bad hahaha.during the OBS sadly i was not in the same group with prudence, monica and janice-sobs-

but my group people were really nice and funny but most of us had problem with one person who always give us problem...

i really like the third night everyone was like very high all of a sudden we just stated talking crap...

and every night cherie wake up and she will be shiverring and she will say this " I am very cold"
than the last night she very poor thing she was like " shobana my arm very pain i also very cold"than she went back to sleep than aft awhile she woke up and she was like " i am very cold"

for the past three days waicheng and cherie were giving me diff nick names don't know y also....
now they call me shio ba...nerissa, charlotte, waicheng, cherie, zita got nick names also

i really cannot forget the kayaking day because of some one i had to hold on to the main boat for atleast 15 mins in the bloody hot sun.she really pissed me off everyone was also pissed with her than the last night out instructor was talking to us abt smt and he told us to talk out things so we all had a muture talk first we talk indireactly than charlotte was like lets just tell the person name so in the end the talk really work

aft that me sandra and vennessa became very high it was funny...and the last day we had alot of left overs so sandra ask me to follow her to just give some food to the st pattrick guys they were very helpful to us they play play call us anorexic and they use orange to play captains ball hahaha.....

i really had fun even though it was very tired 5 day camp

2007-12-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

ok.. today it's like a tiring day woke up at 9... took out all the stuff for the camp. woke up my cousin cause need to go to the hospital..waych TV than ate our lunch... than 12 plus me, ny mom and my cousin left the house took the train to queenstown and took a cab to alexendra hospital...

once i reach there i was so relive to see my dad... yesterday aft my cos told me that my dad was in a accident i just started crying non-stop i was like super angry when i was talking to my mom..i was like who the hell hit his car but lucky no blood or such stuff he only had a chest pain due to his mile attack few months back...

i did not know wad and who it happen than my mom was telling that NUH was doing some kind of nonsence...at the hospital my uncle,unty and cousins came than i was like super tired than around 7 plus his cousins came and my backbone hurts...than his workers came and they just talk to him and told him abt his car....his car left side was badly damage...and the most stupid thing is aft the woman hit my car every one thought only one car than aft awhile they saw my dad car was also hit ....

still got more story but it will be long and i am tired...oh and i love hospital food hahaha.oh and i see that stupid woman i would just want to slap them.

2007-12-08T18:19:00.001+08:00

i wanted to buy things for camp with my dad and mom..

but today everything got crushed..

because my dad meet in an accident thanks to SOME ASSHOLE

2pm i woke up cause my cousin came to my room..

he was looking for smt and he told me that my dad meet in a accident

he said it was nth to woory he just had a chest pain..

i got freaking scared he already had a mile attack now this

mom was on the line she told me to give my cos a towel

mom-gal i tell u smt ok

me-i know subash told me (crying)

mom- nth to worry abt not serious

me-ok hw did it happen who did it

mom-dunno some one hit his car...

now he in NUH they moving

him to AH so i will call u back.

than my cos told me that erm... called and ask for my dad number plate i was like wad the hell he in hospital and u can ask for number plate

than when i went online

he- how is yr

he- dad

he- is he in hospital

me-ya

he- how is he

me-ok

he- u went to c him ??

me- no

he- y

i was sleeping than around 2

i woke up and subash anna toldme

i heard that u called my house

wat is yr father car no

y u want to buy number is it ?

no

i n my father was arguing about the no

wad the hell my dad in the

hospital and u two fighting over this

this is a stupid thing to fight over

just tell

y shoul i tell

i won't cause i don'

i don't know

he is asking

who

dad

i don't remember

wat the hell

wad.. wat the hell

i should be saying that

u don't noe yr dad car no

ya

is not gonna come out in exam

maybe

wad sch u studying car sch or sec sch

my ambision is to study about car

if that is ur ambition

u don't have to study abt my dad's no

haha

it is not a laughing matter

i am being serious now

go n be admitted in hospital

i am already feeling bad now

and u keep asking me this type of question

don't think abt urself think abt others feelings

sry la

2007-12-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTH DAY JIVINIA!!!

Came back from malasia monday around 1 plus and i was freaking tired stayed at my aunts place. I had like total fun in malasia played with sanjaya she was like our past time and me and my two cos thought her to clap, shake hand, give us high five but failed to teach her to wave hahaha

played monopoly, harry potter, risk, uno, cluedo, went to playground and played the swing i felt like a small kid hahahaha. went to another uncle house subash, kharthign, dahnush, nishan and i played popers trowed at each other than suddenly i just came up with a idea that put the rest of the popers on the road and each time a car pass by there will be like poping sound it was super fun.we were like lighting up parts of the fire cracker and munchies trowing everywhere it also landed at the neighboor car hehe.

went back watch movies like over and over again like chuck and larry, underdog, vel, ATM, enchanted gosh total fun than one day it was like only me and my 3 cos and my aunty thats all was like dominating the whole house both upstairs and downstairs total freedom...

the next day my another cos came with my aunty than went to perling mall played arcade went to eat macdonald chit-chat go back to arcade bought stuff and went back.than that night my other cousins came with dahnush, nishn(sp) and their baby bro dashen and u know what it feels disgusting when the baby puts ur finger in their mouth when the have no teeth...

yesterday stayed up with my cos he just started grinding bee hoon and magge mee and we were like cooking from 1 am till 4 am than today went to the jurong swimming pool played and 3 plus we went back... man i really had lots of fun can wait to go to KL aft OBS looking forward to it but when i go there i hope they would not call me smt....

2007-11-23T12:46:00.000+08:00

i am so bored at home the only person who can entertain me is debra hahahaha.

i so wanna work my cousin ask me to work at this place with him. it's like every week we get payed like $35 to mabe $300 and it's like can just go around collecting money, sit around chit chat waste time a little, collect again and get ur pay damn it will be nice. but asusall my mom don't allow but the best thing is u don't have to tell them u quit.

i am gonna force my paents to let me work pls lah my bro is like working every sunday and he gets what at least $50 plus .haha i must try to get that job

2007-11-22T13:14:00.000+08:00

Went to jurong point yesterday while we were waiting for my cos. than went to the MRT and her NIE friends were there they also followd us to go see movie all of them were final year one of them look like sec 4 atleast but she is 18 than somemore they gonna teach tamil and their specking is haha a little bad but they were funny they did not behave like teachers in the train everyone was like looking at them.then one of them looked farmiliar she ask me where i was studying than she said she thought our sch and she will be coming to our sch in febuary i think

if u listern to wad they were saying u can never stop laughing than reach yishun went to buy 16 tickets only. than went to burger king and ate they were pratically talking crap hahaha. than one of them was planning with the others to whistle oh my gosh NIE teachers are weird in a sence that they are playful hahaha.really laughed alot yesterday and sunday is gonna be worse hahahaha.

2007-11-18T17:15:00.000+08:00

-Friday

Went to my aunts house helped out with the food for saturday lunch cause she invited everyone than around 6 left with 2 of my cos and the 6 story grandma and grandpa haha the three of us were talking none stop on the bus abt them ok felt quite bad but still we had fun reach the temple at 6.30pm than aft the prayers we ate and my cos did smt stupid which was so funny that my other cos fell on his knees and started laughing was kind of embarrasing cuase he fell right infront of the god and was laughing people were like staring at him and we reach home at 11 plus went to 7-11 bought stuff and went back

-Saturday

Woke up at 9 plus and went down to help, my cousins came down at 11 to 12 plus cause they only slept at 4 plus almost 5 and they were very tired my anut and my other cos slept under the block cause there were chairs and tables had lots of fun helping out than went to take my bath and change than came down again helped alittle than people started coming all my cousins sat together and statred talking crap my stomache hurt so much cause i laugh like shit haha

Than Thara came and than 2 more of her friends came. 3 plus went up and rest played with sanjaya she is so vain haha she just can't stop looking at the mirror and she is only 8 months. than watch the hindi ghost movie with my cousins and thara while all the oldis were down the movie was super lame than was movie than went to his room and aft awhile they were being kind of palyful and i had to remind them that i was in the room

around 8 plus went down walk to the bubble tea shop with thara and my cos my cos spit the pearl on thara and we had like a spiting war which was funny than around 10 plus came back home now my cousin staying in my house slept at 12.30 and i woke up at 2.40pm i was dead tired and i think i will be going to KL on wednesday and come back on saturday and my aunt want to bring us to time square and i only been there once i really like the roller coster wich is super scaryand fun.

2007-11-09T15:18:00.000+08:00

Yester day went visiting i was so damn bored.
than went to my aunts block than had to go to this
grandma house than went up to her house watch tv and i was bored

than went down to my other aunts house
It was also my cousin birth day than was playing with dashen
he so cute and chubby than my other cousin came with Thara
everyone controlled their laughter but she was nice to everyone
she was just talking to me cause she know me alittle than she
carried dashen my uncle forced her to eat so for repect she ate

Than the grandma came my other cousin sis told me to tell her
that if she ask anything tell her she is just a friend of my cousin sis
looks like all my aunts, unlces and my cousins meet thara already.
than he and thara went to his house
than after awhile my family and my cousin sis went to his house
which is opposite block than me, my cousin and thara just started talking

we just talk crap after she left my parents and his mom talk abt her
they were saying hw good she was and all
all of my aunt my uncle everyone was understanding
they are ok with her than now he is staying over my place
he just left to see her cause today their 6 months anni
and he bought for her a flowers.
ok i am super tired now

2007-11-07T20:00:00.000+08:00

just now my hamster gave me a heart attack.

F***ING brother of mine wash the cage never wipe it

and just leave it outside the toilet.

He put the hamster in a shoe box which has a hole at the side

i just open the box the hamster was missing scream at my mom

cause it was missing i was so fucking worried and

i was like serching my fucking self for it

my bro ah just sit on the chair asthough he depressed like that.

My dad asusal hamster missing rite

got find here anot hw abt there fuck lah u blind is it i crawling on the bloddy floor serching and u just sit on the chair i was so fucking worried.

After awhile i saw it in the balcony i scream again

mom and bro ran and come

i fucking trying to catch but they can watching free show

after awhile only they help than the hamster ran into the

pipe hole thing and i almost cried

BUT U KNOW WHAT I GOT FUCKING SCOLDED BY MY THAT FUCKING BROTHER OF MINE FOR NO REASON FUCK OFF LAH ASSHOLE

went to my room i started crying not for getting scolded

but cause the hamster went into the hole

tham my mom saw it coming out of the hole

that fucker took his freaking time to catch it

THANK GOD IT WAS SAFE

Do i look like some kind of problem telling machine

u got fight with ur wife and u complain and complain

to me ur wife also same thing

got fight also complain bloody hell sia

i only 15 u know and u too are like 45-50 plus

this is the fucking problem i don't want to talk to both

of u during the holidays if u too get into a fight cause

wait i become a fucking machine which u can

vent ur anger on do i look like a only child

damn u also got a freaking son rite EEEERRRRRRRR

2007-11-05T19:08:00.000+08:00

WOOOO HOOOO DEBRA IS BACK !!!

SUNDAY

I first went to my dad's, mom's house for my grandfather prayers asusal my F***ING cousins never talk to me but i don't give a shit about them.

Than i don't know why but i just started noticing all of them among my father siblings he is the fairest than most of my cousin are annoying aiya hack care them...

Than went home at around 4 plus than waited untill 5.30 and than left to my mom's younger brother house for my grandparents prayers. Sanjaya was so cute now she got two small teeth and she bits alot. i was in a room while the guys were playing racing on the PSP i could not pray for a reason so i was with them than after that i played two game a racing with my cousin sister hahaha

Than the 5 of us sit on a small bed and started talking about some one tham after our chit chat the younger ones came and started palying this posses thing which was creepy and funny than we went home reach home at around 11 plus than slack to 12 and i started doing my art untill 1 plus than went to sleep

TODAY

went to school today see mrs chua and go for dacnce. Ann change the steps AGAIN arrrrrrhhhhhhh...than she also did the positioning than ann strated doing cat walk hahahahaha cause we have to walk to another position.

Than buss to vivo meet debra and prudence we ate at the kopitiam and just went for a walk than we went home reach home and i foegot to call the dental to change app and i just fell asleep.

2007-11-01T15:13:00.000+08:00

Damn it my back hurts so much
i can't even sleep each time i move it hurts so much
i have to move super slow because of my back
i think it's swallon i can't even lay down i have to sit
with a huntch back cause if i sit straight it hurts badly
i just feel like cracking my back bone.but it's too painful
i miss school so much

2007-10-31T20:32:00.000+08:00

yeaterday the whole day i was not entertained by anyone
:( hahahaha only at at 6 plus boi entertain me for awhile than he went offline at night debra and boi came online again and entertain me debra and i we were talking abt stupid things and than started talking abt G----Z than boi asusal called me names it went on for very long. now debra in pahang

STICKING PARTNER I WILL MISS U

Slept at around 1 plus than woke up at 7 cause got dance took the train and when it reach juroung east omg it is so full of people the minute the door open all the impatient people rush in like they running for their lifes. than this woman arrrrrrhhhhhh she wore HIGH HEELS THOSE THAT ARE LIKE STICK she step on my foot and her whole body weight was on me i can't even move.how hard i try also no point cause she kept moving back towards me god it was pain

Than reach tiong had to squeese out waited for 195 bus for so long than in the bus left and right got two man beside me with their arms up u know what that means rite YES body odor omg than waited untill 9.30 than ann came went home at around 12 plus than slept woke up at 5 plus i just only help my mom with the cereal thing i got to lick the chocolate from the spoon

hahahaha ok i am bored again.

the time i saw u i felt nothing but

when i know u i felt somthing i never felt before

u are giving me this weird feeling

2007-10-30T11:02:00.000+08:00

I HATE HOLIDAYS

IT IS SO BORING

i like your attitude

i like your thinking

i like your reactions

i like your talking

i like your appearance

i like your smile

i like your everything

lets just change the ik in like and change it to ov