♥ Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I am getting very very very pissed off. My worse nightmare just came true.
What should not have happen just happen.
Why does this have to happen to me i am already under stress and depression now it's gonna get worse thanks to some people.
I'm getting weaker and weaker day by day. Can't control my emotions. Crying before i go to bed.
The past few years that i have blogged i have never type such things like this before.
I guess now u guys reading this will know that this is not me.
I am giving fake smiles to everyone not letting them know how i actually feel.
I am staying active to get myself occupied but it's seems like it's not working.
I try my very best everytime to not show how i feel to my classmates and teachers
The main reason i joined floorball is to let out my anger out hope it works.
exams around the corner and i am scared
I want my old life back, the days which i enjoyed in secondary school,
the crazy and wild things we did. always with our group of friends
being there for each other
Like in sec 1 or 2 we use to play water putting holes in the bottle and getting ourself wet
going for camps, eating at the hardcourt during recess talking and joking
being unglam, going for SYF trainings, performing. eating in class
All this will never come back again.
Blogged @ Wednesday, May 20, 2009
